I hide in ambiguity.
I handle almost all of my relationships that way whether friend or lover. It’s safe there. I can keep control over people and situations better if they don’t know where they’re going with me.
Let me explain with a metaphor:
You get into my cab and tell me where you want to go. You’ve never been to my city before. All you know or understand is where you want to end up. You don’t even know if we’re going the right direction. You’re just forced to trust me.
gets nyo mga tol? Magulo ba?