Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Unforgotten Memories

This is dedicated to you...

crystal blue skies
mountain breeze
holding my breath for the first kiss
rose filled room
a royal blue gown
words i say just for u
unforgotton memories
holding myself close to u
my heart races
holding my breath for just another kiss
u r touch soft and loving
lost in moments with u
unforgotten memories
a small key i place near u r heart
whisper keep it close always
look into u r soul surrendering mine to u
make a vow to the one i love
to always hold u dear
love u forever and always ....
look into u r eyes smiling soflty
oh so long ago my love
i gave u a small key
and u have kept it close to u r heart
just as i kept u r love close to mine
always in my thoughts always will i love thee
lonely i am never
for all i have to do is close my eyes
and near u i am
cherished r the times i have with u
unforgotten memories

Monday, January 23, 2006

Bittersweet Mirage

Bittersweet mirage, I surrender my heart to you.
(Dear one, I am not deceived)

I kiss the precious disaster that you are.
(Beyond the anguish, I feel the glory)

In eternity, I wait for you; just as you wait for me.
(If not in this life, I will know you there)

Home at last, words cannot describe our intimacy.
(The chains have dropped, the fear is gone)

The distance between us cannot survive here.
(Two souls dissolving into one radiance)

I will miss you, my love.
(In perfect joy, my heart weeps for the face it will never see again)

Only tenderness remains.

Peace without limit.
(Just so)


I subtly breathe in.
(I will see you again....)

Friends, are you romantic with souls? Are your friends as blessed as the object of your romantic affection? With whom would you be willing to take this journey? A lover, certainly. But who else? Whose soul would you let mix with yours? Who else could you melt with, dissolved as radiance, released as all?
In truth, I do not know how to be romantic with human beings. Perhaps there is much you can teach me. Perhaps you can help bring my heart into my body, into this waking life. Perhaps you will know how to touch me.
Perhaps not.

But I am not worried, for my heart still sings out: Friends, are you romantic with souls?

Friday, January 20, 2006

Lookin In


You look at me and see the boy
Who lives inside the golden world
But don't believe
That's all there is to see
You'll never know the real me

He smiles through a thousand tears
And harbors adolescent fears
He dreams of all
That he can never be
He wades in insecurity
And hides himself inside of me

Don't say he takes it all for granted
I'm well aware of all I have
Don't think that I am disenchanted
Please understand

It seems as though I've always been
Somebody outside looking in
Well here I am for all of them to bleed
But they can't take my heart from me
And they can't bring me to my knees
They'll never know the real me

This is old song from mariah that I have always love...