"wash away my tears"
Dear Khalel,
Hold your breath and don't look down.
Just take it one story at a time.
It's really not so hard.
Sometimes screaming will help you keep the insides inside. There's no turning back, all you can do is hope they'll be there to catch at the bottom; but they won't, and it's never a soft landing. And after you hit the bottom, fracturing every bone, everyone expects you to just tough it up and walk away. But you can't even move your toe, let alone walk.
Everyone passes by so casually; barely even noticing your mangled body laying there. You almost want to laugh but your jaw is lying on the pavement beside you, which makes it a little difficult.
"Take the fall, it's worth the risk."
Just be thankful that you can't see yourself like this. The system is suspended in limbo, the power is on but there's no response. And all that's left is to shut it down and move on.
Khalel, be strong. Be very Strong.
CAIRO
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"But you see," said Roark quietly, "I have, let's say, sixty years to live. Most of that time will be spent working. I've chosen the work I want to do. If I find no joy in it, then I'm only condemning myself to sixty years of torture. And I can find the joy only if I do my work in the best way possible to me. But the best is a matter of standards--and I set my own standards. I inherit nothing. I stand at the end of no tradition. I may, perhaps, stand at the beginning of one."
- ayn rand
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ive lost my concentration.
this outburst of emotions,
this uncontrolable surge of pain,
words seemed to be far away,
and im left here, silenced.
this feeling that wont subdue,
id really hate you if this is untrue.
you stare at me like im the only one.
we both know im not.
but why such pretention?
why such love?
is this cowardice we both manifest?
or is it only i that make matters worse?
you've got someone else beside you.
i've got no one.
love fills me when you speak.
but dried tears well up when the two of you meet.
my jealousy is void,
for you and i, there has never been US.
-khalel zantillan
May 29, 2009
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The average; norm.
is there such a form?
Forlorn; torn between a sole journey
and the sojourn of the soul.
The final visionary,
overtaken by solemn undertakings
as serene reality, overshadowed by unreal premise
trickles down, abandoned by discontented minds.
Silenced murmurs echo unchecked,
obscured among lost footsteps of dissident spirits.
Lighten prospects through unenlightenment;
Quench the thirst for reality with tears of confusion.
Shaded nuance and veiled subtlety;
forsaken graces of humanity
when fear of individuality
overwrites morality.
-khalel zantillan
i forgotten how sweet the black tears taste.
rekindling the dying light, beckons: I am home.
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Whose flesh this is I seem to wonder,
Insanity triggers my conscience.
Your soul is captured by the light
And the dreams of faceless horror.
I shed your lies and let you bleed,
Leaving you scars that remorselessly refuse to heal.
But where has my heart gone you may wonder,
Inside a villain, a rapist, and a ruthless assassin.
The blade is a trigger,
Once pulled or released.
There is no return,
And the life fully diminishes.
My non-virgin hands of the brutal murder,
Soaked in your blood,
Leads me to the vehement fear
As the darkness chooses to fade away.
Your lifeless body lies in my arms of guilt,
And my tears of joy wash your blood away.
You'll wake to see the world on fire,
And the fire releases upon the heavens.
-khalel zantillan 2009
sigh. letting black tears fall once more.
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Lips singing a soft melody in the dark
Of journeys past and about to embark
Hands and feet are slowly failing
Soundless silence, an end to ailing
Outstretched arms, a delicate finger
A touch of life, no need to linger
Each broken leg lay eerily still
All is quiet, no time to kill
Sanguine blood staining the floor
An open gate, an open door
A face filled with jeweled tears
A thousand shards of broken mirrors
The heartbeats begin to fade
For that is the reason why he stayed
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Just another poem to save my life.
I dont often reveal my vulnerable spot simply because I hate it when people see me as weak.
But then again, in each death... I will Live.
Ive said Thanks and expressed my love to those people are dearly close to me and my heart tonight. I hope you guys can do the same thing. Sometimes we get so busy and neglect to say this simple words.
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Glitches on Photoshop CS4 extended.
I Need serial number and keygen. Help Help
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"wash away my tears" 
