"I am Evolving."
Well, I figured I should explain myself before I go on and on with my daily post.
It seems like I'm losing all my readers. I know I have the few rich and famous who always come by and comment and then I have a few who comment every now and then but it seems like I've lost them all and I'm not going to just go back out and get a bunch of readers by being active. Because I just don't care that much anymore. Plus, I don't produce as fast as I used to and I don't produce things that people relatively relate to. Most of this community relates to love, lust, and sorrow and I don't exactly want to produce that anymore as of the moment. I think we all know that I only produce on my own terms usually.
I think I'm becoming less of a writer and I don't know why. But, I will write something if I deem it necessary. I have something up my sleeve that I've had for a while and got really close to doing it but I didn't want to do it because it goes against the morally right in the majority of this democracy that we live in. But I'll post it, sometime. I actually have to write it first. You get what I'm trying to say.
If you don't know or didn't read the journal it basically says in short: I'm not going to be around as much and goes more into detail of why. One main reason is health, then weight, then work, then other offline shit.
Other than that, it's melancholic and humorous at times, I think. Melancholic merely i think i am an effective writer when i am depressed. Depression have often serve as a gasoline for my pen and/or my keyboard, or whatever. But, while I like my works to be melancholic and humorous at times I also like to bring reality and truth to them. I sometimes like to bring harsh and blunt truth.
It seems like I'm losing all my readers. I know I have the few rich and famous who always come by and comment and then I have a few who comment every now and then but it seems like I've lost them all and I'm not going to just go back out and get a bunch of readers by being active. Because I just don't care that much anymore. Plus, I don't produce as fast as I used to and I don't produce things that people relatively relate to. Most of this community relates to love, lust, and sorrow and I don't exactly want to produce that anymore as of the moment. I think we all know that I only produce on my own terms usually.
I think I'm becoming less of a writer and I don't know why. But, I will write something if I deem it necessary. I have something up my sleeve that I've had for a while and got really close to doing it but I didn't want to do it because it goes against the morally right in the majority of this democracy that we live in. But I'll post it, sometime. I actually have to write it first. You get what I'm trying to say.
If you don't know or didn't read the journal it basically says in short: I'm not going to be around as much and goes more into detail of why. One main reason is health, then weight, then work, then other offline shit.
Other than that, it's melancholic and humorous at times, I think. Melancholic merely i think i am an effective writer when i am depressed. Depression have often serve as a gasoline for my pen and/or my keyboard, or whatever. But, while I like my works to be melancholic and humorous at times I also like to bring reality and truth to them. I sometimes like to bring harsh and blunt truth.
Hiatus? NO. I am just evolving.
13 comments:
Take your time, Khalel. U don't have to rush your works.
well we cant please everybody. but for me it doesnt matter if someone reads mine or not as long as i can express myself its fine. dont worry... i always find your posts very informative and entertaining. keep up the good worke dude.
you have my support, khalel. i'll always be around waiting for the next entry.
Hey, please update your link of my blog to my new site on blogger. Thanks.
It's http://clarkifications.blogspot.com now.
=)
Write what you like, when you like, if you like :) It's your blog.
Will be waiting.
hey khalel,eventhough we dont leave a comment or two , doesnt mean we don't read ur posts!!! (ehhh guilty me, hehehe). Anyway khalel, whatever u do to this blog, u have my 101% suportahan taka!!! hey whatever happend to kit's feature??? waiting.....
sana u can bring back ur shot box!
You should sell yourself short. Less of a writer, better writer, lousy writer? You're still a writer. All those adjectives are unnecessary.
Just write whatever you want.
;)
Will be waiting for the next. :)
i can relate to what you are going through. but ultimately we should be doing this for ourselves. having said that it does hurt when we don't see any feedback. hang in there khalel. it has been quiet for the past few weeks. maybe it will pass. just stay the course.
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I owe so much from you.. you know that!
Hello Khalel,
I feel the same way too sometimes. You have loyal readers that will always visit often. It's your blog, and so you can do what you want. Write a lot, write a little, with meaning or just off tangent...but remember to write for yourself :)
thanks you guys... you are so beautiful! One thing is certain... i will continue to write and write more.
Like what i have said... this is not hiatus... I am just evolving...
Again, thanks!
I think this doesn't yew loose everyone, were still here to read out those well written thoughts from yew.
i think it's just a way that everyone that you expect is not around and everyone that you don't expect still comes around..
i agree with ppl here says, don't rush everything.. and don't put the pressure on your mind, just to give a good nourishment of readings for readers out there ;)
I find that writing becomes more difficult for me when I'm being called to go deeper, and bring a difficult message forth.
Your new writing seems to be coming from a center of pain.
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