Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Dear Khalel

"wash away my tears"



Dear Khalel,


Hold your breath and don't look down.
Just take it one story at a time.
It's really not so hard.


Sometimes screaming will help you keep the insides inside. There's no turning back, all you can do is hope they'll be there to catch at the bottom; but they won't, and it's never a soft landing. And after you hit the bottom, fracturing every bone, everyone expects you to just tough it up and walk away. But you can't even move your toe, let alone walk.

Everyone passes by so casually; barely even noticing your mangled body laying there. You almost want to laugh but your jaw is lying on the pavement beside you, which makes it a little difficult.

"Take the fall, it's worth the risk."

Just be thankful that you can't see yourself like this. The system is suspended in limbo, the power is on but there's no response. And all that's left is to shut it down and move on.




Khalel, be strong. Be very Strong.





I will be your strength,

CAIRO