still

It's been a long time since i cried
And left you out of the blue
It's hard
Leaving you the way
When i never really wanted to
Self denial
Is a game so strange I never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause I have learned that love was beyond
What human can imagine
More it clears
The more I gotta let you go
'cause what I don't understand
Is why I'm feeling so bad now
When I know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am I the only one standing stranded
On the same ground
It's been a long time since i cried
And left you out of the blue
It's hard
Leaving you the way
When I never really wanted to
Self denial
Is a game so strange I never really should've wanted
Til there was you
Cause I have learned that love
Is a word just thrown
A little bit too much of this
Excuse to fill this infinite of desire
And nevere ever have to fade
Cause what i don't understand
Is why I'm feeling so bad now
When I know it was my idea
I could've just denied the truth and lied
Now why am I the only one standing stranded
On the same ground
If all else fail
Would you be there to love me?
When all else fails
Would you be brave to see right through me?